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I'm back ^-^
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Just wanted to say that i'm back! love you all <3
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Christmas break :)
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I got tired of seeing the otherjournal entry lol so here is a different oneee 
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Follow your dreams.
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I have began to see who i really am. Honestly Deviantart is really the only place to truly express yourself. So, here i go, letting all my feelings out. Its midnight right now- i should be asleep right now. School tomorrow i have to wake up at freakng 5:00 to get ready.. on top of that, i am failing. On top of that nine weeks test is tomorrow. So much for a good education..
And talk about a miserable life? You may think i have the greatest life in the world. I DONT. You think you have it bad? Hell, i have it WORST. My life has taken a turn for the WORST. My reasons- you will prpbably think i am retarted or somethng for hating my life because of something so stupid. But, the only way for me to get closer is to just let it out. So, my mom is a total bitch. She is not abusive or anything- i mean someiumes she is.. but not the point. Let me just put this out there, i love my daddy more than anything i love him so much! But i live with my bitch ass mother. I WANT TO RUN AWAY when i am there. I am literally on the verge on it the only thing that stops me is the rest oif my family. My daddy, Grandparents mean so much to me..
Personal life- Coulsnt get any.... WORSE. My boyfriend of 7 months broke up with me this was last year though.. and i am still not over it i think about everyday day. We broke up cause he was cheating with me with my bestfriend. gReat? I know! But, ayways, I miss like freaking crazy i want him back.. But moving on, you probably think i am stupid and i should just get over ut, belive me i have treied but i cant!A year and i still love him. Moving on..
My frends? SUCK. they all have left me. I feel like i cant confide in anyone so this is why i am writing this.. Most of you jerks want read this.. that okay.. I will be okayy.. dee[ down inside maybe can make it through.
<3
And talk about a miserable life? You may think i have the greatest life in the world. I DONT. You think you have it bad? Hell, i have it WORST. My life has taken a turn for the WORST. My reasons- you will prpbably think i am retarted or somethng for hating my life because of something so stupid. But, the only way for me to get closer is to just let it out. So, my mom is a total bitch. She is not abusive or anything- i mean someiumes she is.. but not the point. Let me just put this out there, i love my daddy more than anything i love him so much! But i live with my bitch ass mother. I WANT TO RUN AWAY when i am there. I am literally on the verge on it the only thing that stops me is the rest oif my family. My daddy, Grandparents mean so much to me..
Personal life- Coulsnt get any.... WORSE. My boyfriend of 7 months broke up with me this was last year though.. and i am still not over it i think about everyday day. We broke up cause he was cheating with me with my bestfriend. gReat? I know! But, ayways, I miss like freaking crazy i want him back.. But moving on, you probably think i am stupid and i should just get over ut, belive me i have treied but i cant!A year and i still love him. Moving on..
My frends? SUCK. they all have left me. I feel like i cant confide in anyone so this is why i am writing this.. Most of you jerks want read this.. that okay.. I will be okayy.. dee[ down inside maybe can make it through.
<3
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Devious Journal Entry
4 min read
[ ] smoked.
[ ] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn. (It was from watchmen~! XD
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.
[x] taken painkillers.
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] snuck out of the house.
[ ] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[ ] seen someone die.
[x] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
[ ] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket.
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair.
[ ] been in an accident.
[ ] been to a club.
[ ] been to a bar
[x ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[x ] had a spring break in Florida.
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap. (Eminem<3
[x ] owned a 50 Cent CD.
[ ] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed girly.
[ ] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something.
[] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[x] had a crush on a neighbour.
[x] had a crush on a friend.
[ x] been to a concert.
[ ] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut.
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[ ] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[ ] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] caught something on fire.
[x ] lied about your age
[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[x] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed.
[ ] been verbally harassed.
[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] been online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove. (I cant even drive!
[x] prank-called someone. ("Hey ma'am~! I have your butt cream ready!" XD
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] cheated on a test.
If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have More Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You Have More than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have More than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have More than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have More than 70..Write [I should be dead]
(Im A horrible personn O; )
[ ] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn. (It was from watchmen~! XD
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.
[x] taken painkillers.
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] snuck out of the house.
[ ] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[ ] seen someone die.
[x] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
[ ] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket.
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair.
[ ] been in an accident.
[ ] been to a club.
[ ] been to a bar
[x ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[x ] had a spring break in Florida.
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap. (Eminem<3
[x ] owned a 50 Cent CD.
[ ] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed girly.
[ ] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something.
[] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[x] had a crush on a neighbour.
[x] had a crush on a friend.
[ x] been to a concert.
[ ] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut.
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[ ] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[ ] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] caught something on fire.
[x ] lied about your age
[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[x] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed.
[ ] been verbally harassed.
[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] been online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove. (I cant even drive!
[x] prank-called someone. ("Hey ma'am~! I have your butt cream ready!" XD
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] cheated on a test.
If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have More Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You Have More than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have More than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have More than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have More than 70..Write [I should be dead]
(Im A horrible personn O; )
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ProjectBloodd
1 min read
Soooo, go that room. lol
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